Маргарет Олифант
Merkland: or, Self Sacrifice
CHAPTER XXVII
WEARILY, mocking sick hearts with their floods of brightness, the summer days stole on. The house of Schole gaunt and melancholy, stood shrined in the full glory of that sunshine. The dark figures within wandered about in restless pain, like ghosts uncongenial to the light, or gazed forth with vacant eyes upon the rejoicing country, and dazzling sea. In the sick chamber lay that restless, suffering man, wending unconsciously nearer and nearer the valley of the shadow of death.
The doctor from the little town had visited him repeatedly. – Nearly a fortnight after the wreck, he had a final conversation with Christian. Anne was watching eagerly in Patrick Lillie’s study. Christian accompanied the doctor to the door, and answered his subdued and sorrowful farewell; then she entered the study. Anne looked up anxiously in her face.
“The time has come,” said Christian, solemnly, “there is no hope of his life. He has but a little way to go, and yet he knows not the only entrance. God succor us – what can we do alone? Come with me – now there is no longer any obstacle or hindrance – come with me.”
Anne followed her silently. The room in which Patrick lay was high, and had also windows looking on the water – that broad placid, noble Firth, the sole companion of the watcher.
Wan and wasted, with only the hectic spot burning on his cheek to distinguish it from the pillow on which it uneasily rested, lay the dying man. Cold, wasting, death-like perspiration lay heavily upon his brow; his long, white hand and emaciated arm were stretched upon the coverlet with a power of nervous motion in them, which contrasted strangely with their color and form of death.
On a small table beside him lay a paper closely written. Near at hand were writing materials. His eyes were fixed upon the manuscript – he did not seem to notice the entrance of Christian and Anne. He was speaking in broken sentences, with incoherent intervals between.
“Sevenfold – sevenfold. Thou God of mighty justice! Thou Lord of holy revenge! What can a sinful man do more? Not an old man, O, Lord! not a little child; seven lives in their prime – seven full of health, and strength, and hopefulness – seven saved for one lost. Lord of mercy, wilt Thou accept them! what can I more?”
“Patrick,” said Christian Lillie, “if the whole world had lain perishing at your feet, what more than urgent need was it to save them all; the seven will not atone for the one. If ye have no other atonement to offer, then the blood is still crying upon God for vengeance.”
“Christian,” exclaimed the dying man, “what can I do? – what shall I do? They tell me I am near the hour of judgment; will you thrust away my last plea? – will ye deny me my last hope? Did He not accept the publican who restored fourfold? Behold my offering, O, Lord, and be merciful – be merciful! I have toiled through all this terrible life – labored, and groaned, and fainted for the uplifting of Thy countenance – and shall I go away in darkness, and wilt Thou show me no more light at all for ever? Lord! Lord!”
The thin, worn arms were lifted in passionate appeal – the long white fingers clasped – the wasted face convulsed with despairing earnestness. Christian Lillie knelt by her brother’s bedside.
“Mercy and light, Patrick – mercy and light! our Father in heaven does not give them for a hire. Take them out of a gracious hand that has paid a bitter price for the gifts – take them, Patrick. Take them from Him who has made the sole sacrifice that can stand in the sight of God. Blood for blood.”
“Blood for blood!” said Patrick Lillie, with a wild shudder. “Blood for blood! has it come to this end? Christian, I have been laboring to make amends – I have labored in vain: let me pay the price now at last – there may be peace then. Let me away – let me away – I will pay the price – a life for a life!”
He was struggling to rise – his emaciated features shining wildly with his desperate purpose. Christian’s arms were stretched over him, subduing the frenzy.
“Patrick,” she said, solemnly, “in a little while the Lord will recall the life He has sent so fearful a shadow on. A day or two – maybe only an hour or two – and in this ghastly noon of ours, which is more terrible than the darkest midnight, the sun of your life must go down. The Lord is taking the price with his own hand. Patrick, let me but know that you are grounded on the one rock – that ye can see the one sacrifice.”
The unhappy sufferer sank back exhausted.
“ ‘Whoso sheddeth man’s blood, by man shall his blood be shed.’ Christian, it is a just sentence – take me away – I see it – I see it – it is what no mercy can wipe out – no grace forgive – it must be atoned for. Ye hear me, Christian! the price must be paid. If ye would have hope in my death, take me away.”
“It is a just sentence,” said Christian Lillie, firmly. “Just in the sight of God and man – I say not that there needs no public atonement; but ye cannot pay it now – and I say that for your life, your higher life, Patrick, an atonement has been made. Do you forget Him that died at Jerusalem? they ranked him with murderers – was He one? He was accursed for the shedders of blood. Throw but your sin upon Him – rest but your soul upon Him, and I will have hope in your death – ay! such hope as will cover all the by-gone darkness with a mist of radiance; only let me know that you are safe in His shadow – strong in His faith, and I am content.”
“I have slain a man to my bruising, and a young man to my hurt,” murmured the dying man, “and I should – God forgive me that I have shrunk and trembled from this fearful penalty – I should pay back blood for blood in the sight of man. Christian, hear me: I acknowledge Him, my Saviour – my Lord – my King. I acknowledge His work – only not for this – for this I must render justice in the sight of men. Let me go – I have trembled for it all these dreadful years – I have hid me from the very sunshine for its fear – I have doomed them – God bless them! God, out of his gracious heaven, send down the blessings of the covenant upon them! whom I shall never look upon in this world again – to exile and shame for me. Christian, let me go – I see it all now – my eyes are opened. Let me pay the price – then there may be peace; whoso sheddeth man’s blood – Christian, let me go!”
“Patrick,” said Christian Lillie, “you have told me when your mind was clear that this deed was not wilful, nor springing from a heart of evil against him that is gone. Tell me again. Patrick! – do you mind how he fled into the sacred city in the ancient Israel, who had shed blood unawares, and there was safe? Can you see? is there no shadow before your eyes? Can you tell me? Patrick, you shed this blood unawares.”
A wild gleam shot over the sick man’s death-like face. His lips moved – he shut them convulsively as though to keep down some thrill of agony.
“I cannot tell – I cannot tell. God help me – there is nothing clear; that I did it – that I took away the divine mysterious life which all the universe could not give back again – Christian, Christian, it will make me mad – the remembrance of it has gone near to make me mad a thousand times. Oh, that my life had been taken instead! oh, that he had slain me, and not I him!”
Christian knelt by his bedside holding his hand – he became calmer.
“Lord, show it to me – show me the past – show me what is to come. I was angry with my brother in my heart – I cannot see – I cannot tell, if the fiend was within me then. Christian, have they not suffered a death for me? – have I not slain them in cold blood with my fear and cowardice! I will do them justice – I will bear my own sin. Let me go.”
He sat up in his bed, his excitement giving nervous strength to his wasted frame; as he rose he saw Anne for the first time – she stood awed and wondering by the door.
The unhappy man threw himself back upon his pillow, covering his face.
“Send her away. Do you want to kill me – do you want to betray me, Christian? Send her away.”
Christian Lillie made a motion with her hand, and Anne withdrew. Most strange, and sad, and terrible was this scene; this unhappy sufferer enduring in those agonies so intense a retribution – eager to do justice on his death-bed, and yet shrinking from the sight of her who might bring that justice speedily upon him – her, the sister of the injured Norman, who would not have inflicted another pang upon the man for whom her generous brother had sacrificed his all.
She did not see Christian again that day: during all its long, weary, sunny hours, Christian remained constantly by that sick-bed – through the shorter watches of the balmy and tranquil night her vigil continued; those melancholy wistful eyes never closed in slumber; that gaunt, attenuated frame sought neither rest nor nourishment; the agony of eighteen years had come to a climax; the heroic work of all her desolate lifetime was drawing to an end.
Anne did not leave the house till late that evening; she could hear the sound of voices in the sick chamber, and Christian’s slow step sometimes traversing it, when she went away. In the morning she returned early. Christian was in her own room, as Anne could hear, while she sat in the apartment below – sometimes kneeling – sometimes pacing it slow and heavily as was her wont, and sometimes with the agitated quick step, which she had heard before during the short time in which she witnessed Christian Lillie’s supplications. Her patient was for the time asleep. She was there, not resting nor seeking rest, absorbed in the unutterable earnestness of her pleadings, wrestling with God for a blessing.
The day glided on, so slow – so wearily, with but the drowsy ripples of the sea, the steady, cold, immovable beating of that strange pulse of Time, whose sound fatigues the anxious ear so miserably, and the irregular, agitated throbs of her own heart, to fill its languid lingering hours, that Anne sickened when she looked abroad upon its cloudless radiance. Then those books of Patrick Lillie’s fascinated while they irked and pained her – the pensive, contemplative tone – the microscopic, inward-looking eye – the atmosphere of monastic quietude and meditative death! She was in no mood for studying character, yet she felt how strangely constituted the spirit must have been which found its daily ailment in these.
Had he done that deed and yet was he not guilty? Did he stand in the position of the manslayer, for whom God’s stern law of olden vengeance, in one of those exquisite shadings of mercy, which mark the unchanging unity of our Gospel Lord and Saviour – ordained through ancient Palestine, the sacred cities of refuge? Had he shed this blood unawares? and whence then came the terrible mist which had gathered in his memory about the deed? Was it possible that he could be uncertain of himself? – that he could have forgotten those momentous circumstances? or had his long-diseased brooding over them made imagination and fact stand in his remembrance side by side?
At last, the weary day declined. Christian Lillie came to her at sunset, and with few words, bade her follow to the sick room again. Anne obeyed.
It was very near now, that awful peace of Death. The emaciated face was sharp and fixed – the stamp was upon his forehead. A little time now, and all earthly agony would be over for him.
But there was a tranquil shadow on his face, and the large caverns of Christian’s eyes were full of dew, which did not fall, but yet had risen to refresh the burning lids which had kept watch so long. The manuscript was upon the table still – the thin arm lay quietly on the coverlet. A slight shudder passed across his frame as Anne entered; an involuntary thrill of that coward fear which had overwhelmed his nature. Then he turned his eyes upon her with a steadfast, melancholy, lingering look, failing sometimes for a moment as the slow blood crept coldly to his heart in another pang of terror; but renewed again – a sorrowful look of lingering, clinging tenderness, as though he saw in her face the shadow of another – the generous glance of one dearly beloved long ago, who had given up name, and wealth, and honor for his sake.
“Christian,” he said, “Christian, it comes. I feel that I am entering the dark valley. What I have to do, let me do quickly. – Raise me up.”
She lifted him in her arms – in her strong devotion she might have borne a threefold weight – the dying man was like an infant in her hands.
He took the pen she offered him into his unsteady fingers, and began, in feeble characters, to trace his name at the bottom of the manuscript. While he did so, he murmured broken words.
“I am guilty – I am guilty! I only. Lord, Thou knowest who hast saved me! Only his tenderness, like Thine – only his gracious heart, Thy true follower, has screened me, a miserable sinner, from the doom of the slayer! It is I only – my Lord, Thou knowest it is I!”
He had signed his name. Christian laid him back tenderly upon the pillow. With a firm hand she placed her own signature at the side of the document, and then gave the pen to Anne. The sister of the man who had done the deed, and the sister of him who had suffered for it – it was meet their names should stand together. Anne added hers. She could form some idea, of what this paper was. She signed it as a witness.
The words of the dying man ran on – a feeble, murmuring stream.
“Christian! he is alive – he is safe! No evil has come upon them! Tell me again – tell me again! They do not curse me – they forgive the miserable man who has made them exiles? It is over now, Christian. All your anguish – all your vigils: their disgrace and banishment – it is over now. God knows, who has visited me with His mercy and His light, why this desolation has fallen upon you all for my sin. I have been a coward. Christian, Christian! when they are home in their joyous household – when they have forgotten all their grief and dishonor, when they are tranquil and at rest – they will never name my name; my memory will be a thing of shame and fear: they will shrink from me in my grave.”
The thin hands met in silent appeal. There was a wistful, deprecating glance thrown upon Anne and Christian.
“Patrick,” said Christian, “can we ever shrink from you, who have been willing, for your sake, to endure the hardest calamity that could be thrown upon man? Can they forget your name, who have lost their own for your sake, and never murmured? Patrick! look upon his sister. She has come to us in our sorest trouble; she has clung to us with her tenderest service, as if we had blessed him, and not blighted. Take your comfort from her. As for me, my labor is over. I will live to see Marion. I must, if it be the Lord’s will – but for forgetfulness, or shame, or shrinking, ye never thought of me!”
Anne stood by the bedside. The eyes of the dying man, so intensely blue, and strangely clear, were shining wistfully upon her. She could not find words to speak to him.
“Mind them of me,” said Patrick Lillie, faintly. “Tell them, that if they have suffered pain for me, they never can know what agony, bitterer than death, I have endured within this desolate house. Bid them mind me as I was, in yon bright, far away time, that I have been dwelling in again this day. Tell them, the Lord has given me back my hope, that He gave me first in my youth. Tell them, I am in His hand, who never loses the feeblest of His flock. Tell them – ”
He was exhausted – the breath came in painful grasps.
“Do not fear,” said Anne, gently. “We will remember you in all tenderness, with sorrow and with reverence. I will answer for Norman.”
“For Norman!” said the dying man. “All blessings on the name that I have not dared to say for years! The blessing of my God upon him, who has been separated from his brethren. Norman! Marion! They have suffered in exile and in grief for me. Tell them, that with my last breath, I bade God bless them – God bless them! They have done as my Lord did – they have suffered for the guilty – and He will acknowledge His own.”
There was a pause. His breath came painfully. The hectic on his cheek flushed deeper. Christian made a gesture with her hand to Anne, dismissing her. He saw it.
“Stay,” he said, “stay – my work is not yet done. Christian, hear me; when I have said this, I will take my journey in peace. My eyes are clear now. I dare look back to that terrible time. I did it unawares. The blood on my hand was not wilfully shed; ye hear me, ye trust me, Christian! I had that deadly weapon in my hand; my mind was far away as it often was. I was thinking of the two, and of their bright lot; my eye caught something dark among the trees. I thought it was a bird. Christian, it was the head of Arthur Aytoun, the man that I was hating in my heart! I came home; my soul was blinded within me. I was as innocent of wish to harm him as was the water at my feet; but yet in my inmost heart long before, I had been angry with my brother! My soul was blind; now I see, for the Lord has visited me with His mercy. You know all now. I have sinned; but I did this unawares, and into His city of refuge, my Lord has received my soul.”
The shadows were gathering – darker, closer – the face becoming deadly white. His breath came with less painful effort, but the end was at hand. He made a sign which Christian knew. She lifted a Bible, and began to read. Anne stood behind in silent awe, as the low voice rose through that dim room, whose occupant stood upon the eternal brink so near an unseen world. “There is, therefore, now no condemnation.” Wondrous words! spanning all this chaos of human sin and feebleness with their heavenward bridge of strong security.
Christian read on calmly, solemnly while the slow life ebbed wave by wave. She had reached the end.
“Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him that loved us. For – ”
She was stayed by the outstretching of that worn and wasted hand. A strange shrill voice, unnaturally clear, took up the words:
“I am persuaded that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate me from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus my Lord.”
Christian sprang forward to support him. He needed no support. In the might of that one certain thing, of which he was at last persuaded, the spirit of Patrick Lillie had ascended into his Saviour’s heaven.
A pale, feeble, worn-out garment, over which no longer the fluctuating fever of a wavering mind should sweep and burn – a fair, cold face, whose gentle features could answer no longer to the thousand changes of that delicate and tremulous soul, Christian laid back upon the pillow – no longer restless, or ill at ease, or fearful, but sleeping peaceful sleep – tranquil and calm at last!
And she stood by his bedside who had borne, through all these dreadful years, the strong tenacious life of deadly agony for him. As pale as his, was the thin, worn face bending over him; for a moment she listened with that intensest pain of watching, which seems to make the listener blind, and concentrates all the senses in that one – listening for the faint fall of his breath. It was in vain: those pale lips, until the great day of resurrection, should draw breath again – never more.
“I thank God,” said Christian Lillie, in the solemn calm of that death-chamber; “I thank God, Patrick, my brother, that you are safe, and at rest. Safe after perils greater than time could wear out. At rest after the hourly warfare and deadly travail of a lifetime – I thank God. My Father! – my Father! I thank Thee, who rejectest no petition, that Thou hast heard my cry!”
Her hands were clasped. Anne feared they were becoming rigid in the attitude of supplication so common to them. She laid her hand upon Christian’s arm.
“Ay, I will not linger,” said Christian, “but look at him – look at him at peace, and blessed at last. Do you see my tears? I have not shed one since yon June morning, but now I can weep. I will not linger; but can you not feel the blessedness of seeing his salvation – his rest in the fair haven – his solemn peace at last? I thank God, Patrick – I thank God!”
“You are worn out,” said Anne, gently; “come now and take rest – leave the further cares of this sad time to me.”
The tears were falling from her eyes like large soft rain-drops; there was a quivering, woeful smile about her lip.
“Ay, ay, I will go; I have one work yet for his sake, and theirs. At peace in the pure heaven of our Lord and Saviour – at rest. In hope and certainty that nothing can shake again, look how he has begun his tranquil waiting for the second coming. He is with his Lord, and I – yes, I will go and rest. Here I take up again the human hope that has been dead within me for eighteen lingering years; it died by him, and by him it is alive again. I will go and take rest for my labor. I trust him to your hands; I have never trusted him before in the care of any mortal. Now, I must rest for Norman’s sake, and you will watch for Patrick’s; I trust him to you.”
And so, at last Anne was able to lead her to her own chamber. The tension of mind and frame had been so long and stern, that now, when it was relaxed, Anne trembled for the issue; but Christian had borne all the vicissitudes of mental agony too long to sink now when there still remained labor to do “for his sake, and theirs.” She suffered Anne’s attendance with a strange child-like gentleness, as of one whose own long task is over; and while she lay down upon her bed, continued to speak of that blessed rest and peacefulness with a tremulous quivering smile, and wandering of thought which brought the tears fast from Anne’s eyes. – Deeply pitiful and moving was this pathetic garment of her grief.
At last, sleep was mercifully sent, such sleep as God gives to His beloved – calm, serene, and child-like – the sad smile trembling upon her lip – the mild tears stealing from under her closed eyelids, and her soul the while carried back to times of past tranquillity – the peace and gentle joyousness of the old cottage home.
From Christian’s bedside, Anne proceeded to a sadder work; a work too painful and repugnant for anything but callous habit, or deep tenderness. She called up the old serving-woman, and together they rendered the last offices to the dead.
The solemn, calm, majestic, awful dead, in whose still presence, were he in life the meanest, the princeliest soul of earth must stoop and bow. Strange doom which, with its sad mysterious ending, can make the meanest lifetime a sublime, unequalled thing! Strange death which, in its ghostly silence, can thrust so lightly the vain speculations of man aside, and make our mortal flesh shrink and tremble from the thrilling power of unseen life, that moves behind the curtain of its gloom. What man shall stand in its presence, and dare to say that this is the end? What man shall look upon its majesty, and tell us that is the mere death at which he thrills and shivers? It is not so – mightier, more terrible and great – it is the supernatural glow of an unseen life beyond that thus appals us.
The moonbeams glided over the Firth in spiritual stillness. – The necessary offices were done, and Anne and Marget sat down in a small adjoining room to watch. The old woman began to nod in her chair; this was to her but an ordinary death, and death to those who are accustomed to assist at its dread ceremonials, loses its awe and solemnity. Anne opened the window as the sun rose, and bathed her pale face in the delicious air of the morning. Under her sadness and awe a solemn joy was trembling. – Her work was accomplished – now for the exile’s home-coming – for household rest and companionship – for communion with the near and dear kindred over whom her heart had yearned so long.
The country was beginning to awake: the early morning labor of those rural people had commenced. She could see smoke rising from the indistinct dim towns on the Fife coast. – She awoke her companion, and then went softly into Christian’s room.
But Christian was gone; her Bible lay open upon the table, where she had sought its comfort when she rose. Her plain black silk cloak and bonnet had been taken away. Anne began to be alarmed; where could she be?
In the chamber of death she was not. Anne fancied she could perceive some trace of her having entered the room, but they had watched in the adjoining apartment, and Anne knew that she had been wakeful. She hurried down stairs and searched the rooms below: Christian was not to be found.
Looking through the low window of the study, she saw Jacky standing at the gate, and hastened to admit her. The girl was shivering with intense anxiety, and alarm – she had been standing there for more than an hour. On the previous night, she had haunted the precincts of Schole in fear and trembling for her mistress, and had been abruptly dismissed by Marget, with a fretful explanation that “Maister Patrick was in the deadthraw” – since then she had been watching at the window of Miss Crankie’s parlor. Now, she was awe-stricken, speaking below her breath, and letting fall now and then silent, solitary, large tears. She had never been in the shadow of death before, and her imaginative spirit bowed before its majesty.
“Jacky,” said Anne, “he is dead.”
Jacky did not answer – she only glanced a timid, wistful, upward look out of those keen, dark eyes of hers, dilated and softened with her sympathy.
“You will come in and stay with me, Jacky,” said Anne. “I must remain here for some days – you are not afraid?”
Afraid! no. Jacky was stricken with awe and sad reverence, but not with fear.
“I do not well know what to do, Jacky,” said Anne, thoughtfully. “Miss Lillie seems to have wandered out: I cannot find her.”
“If ye please, Miss Anne, I saw her.”
“Where, Jacky?”
“I was standing at the window looking out – it was just at the sun-rising – and I saw the gate of Schole opened canny, and Miss Lillie came out. She was just as she aye is, only there was a big veil over her face, and she took the Aberford road; and she didna walk slow as she does at common times, but was travelling ower the sands as fast as a spirit – as if it was a great errand she was on; naebody could have walkit yon way that hadna something urging them, and I thought then that Mr. Patrick was dead.”
Anne did not observe Jacky’s reflections and inferences – she was too much occupied in speculations as to Christian’s errand.
“If ye please, Miss Anne, would ye no go up to your ain room and lie down? I’ll stay and keep a’thing quiet.”
“I must see Miss Crankie,” said Anne. “The air will revive me, Jacky, and I could not rest. In the meantime, you must stay at Schole, and see that no one disturbs the stillness that belongs to this solemn vicinity. We should have reverenced him living – we must reverence him more sadly dead.”
Jacky was overcome – her eyes were flooded – she needed to make no promise. Anne’s charge to her was given in consequence of some grumbling threat of Marget’s to “get in some o’ the neighbors – no to be our lane wi’ the corp.” Anne was determined that there should be no unseemly visits, or vulgar investigation of the remains of one who had shrunk from all contact with the world so jealously.
“If ye please, Miss Anne – ”
Anne had put on her bonnet, and stood at the gate on her way out.
“What is it, Jacky?”
Jacky hung her head in shy awkwardness.
“It was just naething, Miss Anne.”
Anne comprehended what the “just naething” was, and, understanding the singular interest and delicate sympathy of this elfin attendant of hers, knew also how perfectly she was to be trusted.
“Jacky,” she said, “what I tell you, you will never tell again, I know: this gentleman who died last night was nearly connected with us – if Marget asks you any questions, you can tell her that; and my work is accomplished here – accomplished in sorrow and in hope. By-and-by my brother of whom you have heard, will come home I trust, in peace and honor, to his own house and lands. – The work we came here for is done.”
Jacky was tremulously proud, but she had yet another question.
“And if ye please, Miss Anne – little Miss Lilie?”
A radiant light came into Anne’s eye. It was the first time she had dared to speak of the near relationships with which she now hoped to be surrounded.
“Lilie is my niece – my brother’s child – I believe and hope so, Jacky.”
Jacky’s first impulse was to turn her back on Schole, and flee without a moment’s delay to Oranside. She recollected herself, however; she only sat down on the mossy garden-path, and indulged in a fit of joyous crying – pride, and exultation, and affection, all contributing their part. “For I kent,” said Jacky to herself, tremulously, when Anne was gone, “I aye kent she was like somebody – a’ but the e’en – and it would be her mother’s e’en!”
But Jacky recollected her charge – recollected the solemn tenant who lay within those walls, and became graver. Marget was sitting in the kitchen when she entered, refreshing herself with a cup of tea. Their salutations were laconic enough.
“Is that you, lass?” said Marget.
“Yes, it’s me,” said Jacky. “Miss Anne said I was to come in and stay; and she’ll be back soon hersel.”
“And wha’s Miss Anne that’s taking sae muckle fash wi’ this puir afflicted family?” said Marget. “Are ye ony friend to us, lassie? or what gars your mistress and you come into our house, this gate?”
“Miss Anne says Miss Lillie is a friend. I think it’s maybe by ither friends being married, but I dinna ken – only that they’re connected – Miss Anne said that.”
“And what do they ca’ ye?” continued Marget.
“They ca’ me Jacobina Morison – I was christened that after my uncle – but I aye get Jacky at hame; and they ca’ Miss Anne, Miss Ross, of Merkland.”
