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Александра Николаевна Евдак
Сборник поэзии ФЛиП ЧелГУ
Сичкарь Александра (201 ЛПБА)
«Feel me»
on and on i think of you, of us,of our days
but only now i’m all alone i see that pretty face .
no doubt, it’s ridiculous to say a word right now.
but i can’t disabuse my mind of stupid stubborn step that time.
As much as i can say is not enough for loads and loads of thoughts.
Which are with deligence are tried to be ignored.
And i am sick, and empty though, fulfilling it with tracks,
I switch it on while lighting fag wherever I would go.
No need to say i’m feeling fine when i’m tearing apart.
I am surviving muted creep crawling towards good life.
And actually none could’ve seen me, my real soul and blood.
Some are able to just feel a bit when i don’t mask it up.
Why do i think of people’s feelings every time?
I try to be amusing, happily conversing, being struck and tired.
Along with messed up mind and crooked legs I’ll reach the goal for I’ve been spending all these
years to try not be a naught.
I’ll set my thoughts in one huge chain and make it all once more.
By chance, i’ll say the words i scroll through thoughts handing a sincere drain.
Keep going through life’s hard footsteps and maybe get a spill.
But never make myself to be the one who is unloved to feel.
Содикова Зарина (201 ЛПА)
«Je suis désolée»
Je suis désolée
Pour ton cœur qui a été volé.
Je voulais que mes sentiments soient contrôlés,
Mais ce jour-là je suis allée.
Puis cette année tu t’es montré.
J’ai regardé et j’ai réalisé
Que je pouvais te faire confiance
Parce que tu étais parfait,
Mais ce jour-là je suis allée.
Et vous oubliez.
Je te suis reconnaissante à tout jamais.
Je suis désolée.
Сотникова Елизавета Сергеевна,
заместитель декана по воспитательной работе факультета лингвистики и перевода ЧелГУ
«And then you send this text at one a.m.»
…and then you send this text at one a.m.
and bite your lip in silence of the chat
I wanted just to show him who I am
and got to know that he is just like that –
disordered, scared tiny little ghost
not capable of empathy for pain
…you type but never send what you crave most
and yet you understand and yet you gain
And when he fools you next, you know your way
It’s not so clear and definitely far
I learn the hard way not to play this game
and yet I gain when crying in my car
21 апреля – 13 июля 2023